I love that I am down to about 1/4 of a pill a day. There is of course, disappintment in not being cold turkey the last few ds. I am trying to look at it from the standpoint of aim high and if I miss it's alright. We can never dream too big.
The fact that I haven't given up or gone back to street dope is extremely exciting for me.
The fact that I haven't given up or gone back to street drugs is extremely terrifying for me.
My brain wages war between those two statements knowing that the nature of the beast is always to attack.
In this circumstance the beast is my addiction.
I am not without w/d symptoms. Restless legs are the most hated. Along with nausea and depression. These are my top 3. I am positive that preparation has been my ally for the past month. By that I mean physical and emotional preparation.
I wll outline more about how I have been doing this in a simplified manner for those of you who might want to detox.
thanks to my readers, (assuming I have one) and keep cheering me on and keeping me in your good thoughts please!
Don't forget to share with those in need.
~J'Elle
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